DeathNoteLFanGirl

Grab my hand, we'll tumble down this rabbit hole as one, and split back apart in Wonderland. This world of wishing, wait... darkness is playing tricks. I'm Alice once again, to fight again, against the oddest of foes to save a life most curious... my Mad Hatter, where have you been? So long, leaving me alone down the rabbit hole I follow and am sliced across my neck by a Queen of Red and not a friend to cry for me... I'm falling again to a world of light warmth only a stretch away when I hear my name... not "Alice" though but the one you alone know and I am pulled back only by your cries... I see you, body clu

Irrelevant and broken, gasps press from her lips as a gun in her hand smokes, as she's shaking to her hips. Bullet in the wall behind her, find her, here. She can't move but her mind is shuddering, full full of hope. Somehow. Hoping for your care, your love to wrap around her safely. But she feels so undeserving always. This is the poem, the hope for the hopeless the love for the broken and the words for me. These I've waited to say waited too long, maybe. But it's never too late, right? Patience, eyes closing with Time as I see the world in a new design. Soft shades fall in the light spilling darkness whe

Mother, I miss you. I miss the person you used to be. I miss your smile, open and honest. I miss your hugs, patchouli scented and love-filled. I miss the woman, singing me to sleep when you would tell me you loved me as more than a ploy for my loyalty. You are gone now, departed from that person. Who are you? Not the person I looked up to. Gone are the long skirts, gone are the convinctions you held so close, and gone is my mother. My mommy. I miss you. Can we go back to when I was a child, perfect in your eyes? Back to the before when I didn't know your lies? Or am I trapped inside this whirlpool all alone

                      Chapter 8 Outside about two dozen werewolves stood, most riled up from the smell of vampire that was surely hovering in the air. I was met with howls and snarls, but Lupin's kind smile gave me strength.  "Alright," he shouted over the ruckus. "Alright! Yes, she's a vampire. But she is not to be harmed."  More snarls followed but Lupin quieted them again. "This is the first night of the Rose Moon. Let us run."  With that the pack took off, Ariel brushing past me with an angry aura around her. "Watch your back. Accidents happen," she muttered before breaking into a full sprint. Lupin came to my side then, tapping my

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm always so late with my words I'm sorry I never make my voice heard until it is TOO LATE I'm sorry I never forgave you. I'm sorry you never read my letter. I'm sorry I was immature. I'm sorry I was a teenager. I still am a teenager. People say it's not too late to tell you what you meant to me. No one understands that isn't what I need. I need to be told what I meant to you. I need to know that I was special too. I'm sorry I was angry. I'm sorry I still haven't changed. I'm sorry I can't remember your voice. Please forgive me. I'm begging you. I'm sorry I wasn't there for that last year

                       Chapter 7 "Lupin," I called, running back down the stairs. I was now in tight pants and a dark red fitted blouse. Most of my clothes were from my mother's wardrobe, but they fit me alright. "Lupin? Are you down-" I stopped short when I saw him holding a book. "What are you doing?" "Your life is very boring. Until you met me, that is," he said in lieu of answering. "Are you reading my journal?!" "It's plausible," he replied, flipping the page. "I hate you." "I'm sure you do. But I packed your stuff for you. Then I was bored, you don't have a lot of stuff." He closed the book and held it out to me. I stared at him

                                         Chapter 6 "I don't care if you think she's fine! I want to find out who did this!" I heard Lupin's voice echoing through the blackness. "Sir, there's no need-" someone replied in a high voice, a girl I assumed. "No need?!" Lupin exploded, "Someone tried to kill her! Thank the moon she's a vampire or they might have succeeded." The other person gasped at Lupin thanking anything for a vampire and a large crash followed. An apology was muttered and whoever had been talking scurried out and shut the door. Lupin moved closer to me, close enough that I could feel his breath against my cheek. "You can op

Chapter 5 The morning sun streamed through the window, as if last night's storm never occurred. The warm rays fell upon my eyelids and began to sting them. Rolling over and groaning to get away, I found my face against Lupin's chest and recollected the memories from last night, cursing myself inwardly for being so demanding. My movement woke up Lupin and he looked down at me. "Hey there. Did you sleep well?" I nodded, pulling away and pulling the sheets around myself a bit tighter. "Thank you for staying with me." "I can't very well abandon a damsel in distress, can I?" he replied, making the mood light again. I smiled, but the sunlight

                                                      Chapter 4   "No!" I screamed, bolting upright in bed as lighting flashed outside and rain buffeted the window. I'd had a nightmare, I realized, probably triggered by the storm, which I was afraid of. Breathing deeply to calm down I could smell Lupin's scent all over the bed that was, after all, his. It helped to c

                                                       Chapter 3    "What do you mean you didn't bring any clothes?" Lupin asked once we'd gotten to his, now our, room.   "Well someone dragged me away before I could get any of my stuff. I don't see why you're so surprised considering I wasn't carrying anything the whole way here," I replied, roll